Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I JUST CANT BE TAMED!!

I LOVED THIS VIDEO!!!!

Fuck This Shit!

For the past three months I have been gaining wait going crazy crying everyday over my ex. I spent 4 years of my life making him my everything doing everything to make him happy. He pays me back by cheating and leaving me. He still tells me he loves me till this day and I keep letting him crawl back into my life. But I can't keep doing this to myself! I love him with everything that I have but I need to love myself more. So I'm going on a spring cleaning of my life! I used to be so social , I had an amazing body , confidence up the roof! I also used to have my life together. So now I am going to stop being an ugly muffin and totally transform myself to a hot cupcake with sprinkles! I plan on losing all the weight that I gained , getting new hair , and just start putting myself first. I also will be stopping all contact with him and his family compeletly. It's going to be hard but I know I can do this.  Ive also mentioned previously that im going to redo my closet and Ive been slacking but now im really going to do it.I'm going to take my meds properly and just get my
shit together . I'm giving myself until July to become perfect in my eyes. So wish me luck on my quest. Im off to the mall to start buying new spring clothes...

xoxo agyness

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

WTF

So as I was  scanning Teenvogue.com as I normally due so, when I came across an article about Selena Gomez line for Kmart!!! I am honestly seriously disguested. I really do not understand why celeberities think hey im famous why dont I create a fashion line. All I have to say is thank god I am not a Kmart shopper. 

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Ok so I totally have been neglecting my blog!! Maybe it's because I'm a little depressed at the moment ;-( it's like somebody decided to pour milk on my little cookie and now it's all crumbling into little pieces! My ex is still on my mind it's so difficult because he keeps telling me he loves me but finds every excuse not to be together . He's so full of shit honestly. I also had a meltdown last week and ended back in the kukus nest! It was the longest 4 days of my life. Like I honestly felt like it was a waste of time because it did nothing for me ! But on a sadder note I did relapse and cut again. I was like FML I feel so shitty for doing it. Like after I did I'm not going to lie it did calm me down but then i was like what did I just do! I've been working so hard to stop . But I'm just going to work harder at getting better. I would totally love if any of you dolls have some advice on how to stop cutting????

Xoxo Agyness

Friday, April 9, 2010

Best Movie Ever!!!!!!

So I finally saw Alice in Wonderland on Thursday and I must say I LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tim Burton is a freaking genius. You dolls have to watch it!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Hairy Hairy funny

So I'm seriously thinking of trying this hair style it's super cute! Oh btw I have a crush on a guy so I really need to look amazing

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Shoe Heaven!!

I need to know who makes these shoes because they are beyond feroish !!!