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Ok so I totally have been neglecting my blog!! Maybe it's because I'm a little depressed at the moment ;-( it's like somebody decided to pour milk on my little cookie and now it's all crumbling into little pieces! My ex is still on my mind it's so difficult because he keeps telling me he loves me but finds every excuse not to be together . He's so full of shit honestly. I also had a meltdown last week and ended back in the kukus nest! It was the longest 4 days of my life. Like I honestly felt like it was a waste of time because it did nothing for me ! But on a sadder note I did relapse and cut again. I was like FML I feel so shitty for doing it. Like after I did I'm not going to lie it did calm me down but then i was like what did I just do! I've been working so hard to stop . But I'm just going to work harder at getting better. I would totally love if any of you dolls have some advice on how to stop cutting????

Xoxo Agyness