Fuck This Shit!

For the past three months I have been gaining wait going crazy crying everyday over my ex. I spent 4 years of my life making him my everything doing everything to make him happy. He pays me back by cheating and leaving me. He still tells me he loves me till this day and I keep letting him crawl back into my life. But I can't keep doing this to myself! I love him with everything that I have but I need to love myself more. So I'm going on a spring cleaning of my life! I used to be so social , I had an amazing body , confidence up the roof! I also used to have my life together. So now I am going to stop being an ugly muffin and totally transform myself to a hot cupcake with sprinkles! I plan on losing all the weight that I gained , getting new hair , and just start putting myself first. I also will be stopping all contact with him and his family compeletly. It's going to be hard but I know I can do this.  Ive also mentioned previously that im going to redo my closet and Ive been slacking but now im really going to do it.I'm going to take my meds properly and just get my
shit together . I'm giving myself until July to become perfect in my eyes. So wish me luck on my quest. Im off to the mall to start buying new spring clothes...

xoxo agyness